Yr. B, Wk. 8: Theological Reflections and 9/11

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Worship and Check-in

As our reading this week was a reflection on 9/11/2001 by then-Archbishop Rowan Williams, Kathy brought us prayers for solemn remembrance of that day from three faith traditions: American Episcopal, Hindu, and Muslim.

Kathy's gathering question was about 9/11: where were you? who were you with? what were you thinking? With students... with our newborn... in a high school classroom... in bed by the radio... supervising little children's daycare. We spoke of horror at the collapse of the buildings and terror in the streets. "What kind of world have we brought our [child/children] into?" We felt an "overwhelming sense of community" that we hoped would last.

Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

Discussion of the Readings

Our discussion of the Rowan Williams essay was rooted in our deep appreciation of his writing. We were taken by the way he interrupts himself (careful)...(let's say it out loud).... which modeled what he wrote about stopping, stepping back, taking a breath. Jessica was reminded how YHWH, pronounced without vowels, is the sound of breath.

Pete loved the weaving of religious, void, breathing space in and out of the whole essay, and the idea of "last words" in the title: last words texted to loved ones and motivational speeches to the terrorists. "The religious words were destructive; the non-religious words were 'gratuitous love when nothing could be done.'" Kathy felt the impact of the archbishop's phrase "the danger of religiousness."

We considered how Williams models theological reflection in this essay. We heard voices from different sources: the pilot who challenged him, Simone Weil's admonition not to fill the "void" of our knowledge of God with imagination but to "live with the void," the doctrine of the Trinity. He does not settle on a single conclusion.

The Trinity as an approach to comprehending suffering echoes what Ford writes in the 4th year book. Susan recalled Diogenes Allen's Theology for a Troubled Believer, a book which demonstrates how God's love for his creation meant freedom -- and with it, the risk of rejection: the crucifixion was part of creation, not an emergency fix-up procedure brought in midway.

Theological Reflection
In breakout groups, we worked through two exercises in the RRG. "Playing with images," Marilyn and Kathy found lots of resonances for the TV remote control as a metaphor. Nuno, Jessica, and Pete did the same with an unlit candle, seeing in it an image of potential, time left, a resource and guide and relating it to tradition and culture.

For "Feelings have Roots," we found images for the thoughts and feelings listed there. With some more specific words for "joy" in the "feeling wheel" on p. 355, Pete, Jessica, and Marilyn came back with "dog," and they seemed to have had a great time thinking about dogs in their breakout room. Nuno and Kathy found both sadness and joy when the thought "I can't do this" brought parenthood to mind for them.

For Next Week

 Nuno will lead worship. Pete will bring a source for our first full-fledged TR.

Yr. B, Wk. 7: When a Story's not "Just" a Story

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Worship and Check-in
For Tuesday, October 18, set aside for remembering St. Luke, Scott led worship with texts from Luke's Gospel accompanied by images of beloved stories that appear only in Luke. "Stories" would come up again later.

For a gathering question, Scott asked how the past week might be described as a weather report. We heard of one overhanging cloud (an unfinished project), a sunny weekend (U.T. v. Alabama), a change of season with a new job, "visibility for miles," stormy (mourning a beloved old cat), and the feeling of having slept through a whirlwind (thanks to Percocet).

Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

Discussion of the Readings
One theme was our sense that the early Church was less unified and more fluid than we grew up believing. One was bothered by that the Christians kept themselves separate from others and guarded their rites, leading to rumors of love feasts and cannibalism. Raised ire and concern of the Romans – BUT at the end, their separateness and dogmatism were also a strength. To be fair, Christians were getting hit from all sides – dealing with whims of Roman government, attacks from Jewish authorities, dissent among churches over certain texts – and then a whole other set of growing pains when the state absorbed the church. Pete noted how different cultures took Christianity in different directions (e.g., among Jews in Syria).

Powell's book reminded Susan how the epistles were written decades before the gospels. Read in the order they were written, they suggest how the faith developed through conflict.

Beyond the usual ABCD, Marilyn offered "H" for "Heavy." She could hardly imagine the early martyrs, their individuality and determination to do what’s right – pushed beyond the boundaries – especially choice of Perpetua the mother locked away from her baby.

Jessica seconded Kathy's disappointment "for the little girl inside" that the Exodus story is not history in our sense of the word. Susan encouraged the "little girl" to remember that stories are powerful builders of community, drawing experience and beliefs into coherent, overarching visions. "A story" is not "just" a story: "A girl's heart should beat faster!"

Theological Reflection
Jessica and Nuno each offered a look back at experiences that shaped their perceptions of life in a multicultural world.

We are encouraged to "reflect" theologically on these stories to look for movements of God in our lives -- wholeness, brokenness, sudden recognitions, and new creation.

For Next Week
Kathy will lead worship. We are all reading the essay in the RRG for Week 8, which includes the former Archbishop of Canterbury's theological reflection on his experience in NYC on 9/11.

Looking ahead: We plan to take off November 22, and to have our last meeting of 2022 on December 20.

Yr. B, Wk. 6: Some Bad Guys Aren't So Bad

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Worship and Check-in
Jessica led us in worship from the prayer book of New Zealand. Then Jessica invited us to her patio with its fire pit.

Her question for gathering us was based on Sunday's Gospel reading: When in the past week have you felt like a leper? We answered variously about being the teacher in a class, the newbie at work who asks why they do it that way, the outsider, the one who expressed doubt, and being rolled through the airport in a wheelchair.

Nuno told of seeing someone else being treated like a leper. The staff of a Starbucks was paralyzed to see a person in a blanket lying alongside the drive-thru lane. We had an impromptu TR on this situation, bringing thoughts from the tradition and from the culture to bear.

Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

Discussion of the Readings
"I've found a friend in Paul," Marilyn said, to her own surprise. His concern for equality of those shut out of the early church has put a dent in his image as combative and disdainful of women. "Without him," Pete said, "we wouldn't be here now" as a church. "I'm not mad at him anymore," Kathy said.

We also found ourselves feeling some sympathy with the Gnostics, and wanted to know more. "Heresy" comes from a phrase for "self opinion," which lacks the fire-and-brimstone connotations of the word "heretic."

The first year readings helped Jessica to appreciate the interplay of legend and history in scripture. We digressed to think of legends in American history, e.g. Thanksgiving.

Hospitality, the patron-client relationship, and the ancient concept of honor: these are foundational elements of culture in the ancient world that modern readers may fail to appreciate. [That may go the other way: Susan has reminded us that our concepts of history, rights, and freedom were not known in Biblical times.]

Theological Reflection
Following the wide-ranging discussion, we responded to the question on page 51 of the RRG, looking for a core value that emerged for each of us as we considered our past for the spiritual autobiography exercise. We heard to give room to grow, kindness is a choice, openness to all, to speak out the truth, the dignity of all people, all beloved of God. These are some of examples from the "Position Source" in the TR process.

We heard spiritual autobiographies from Marilyn and Kathy, and responded with thanks: For what has been, for what is, for what will be, we thank you, O God.

For Next Week
Scott brings worship; Nuno and Jessica will share their spiritual autobiographies. We're doing the readings for week 7.

Yr. B, Wk. 5: Where there is Doubt, Faith

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Worship and Check-in
Susan brought us Compline from the Northumbria Community website. For this day, October 4, when the church remembers St. Francis, we concluded with the prayer, "Lord, make me an instrument of your peace." In keeping with the theme of our reading discussion, I'll observe that the its power is not diminished by the knowledge (new to me) that the prayer did not originate with Francis.

We had fun describing our weeks in headlines: BIRTHDAYS ABOUND ... OH MY! WHAT'S HAPPENING? ... UTTER JOY ... THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING ... IT'S FALL, Y'ALL ... SMOOT SMASHES BLOG RECORD

Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: Marilyn (unable to connect Zoom from plane to CA).

Discussion of the Readings
Kathy started the discussion with her admission that her "inner child" was crestfallen to learn that the "Golden Rule" did not originate with Jesus. Everyone was able to connect their readings to Kathy's mix of interest and sense of loss that scholarship in archaeology and history has in some ways altered the images we've carried from Bible stories, maybe all our lives. Examples included the translation of "young woman" to mean "virgin," the serpent in the garden of Eden, and the location and date of the Nativity.

Jessica related Nuno's observations about different Biblical angles on "speaking in tongues" to the story in Genesis of the Lord's confusing humanity's languages to forestall competition. Nuno observed that the confusion was resolved at Pentecost, when all the languages heard one message via the Spirit.

From years 2 and 4, comments concerned trusting the testimony of the sources without imposing on them our modern conceptions of history or actual on them. The 4th year book stresses that the truth of the faith was derived from a set of propositions, but worked out along with the details and doctrines through living it, teaching converts, choosing the books of the New Testament, and changing along with the Roman Empire. More on this in coming weeks, as 3rd year gets the details.

Theological Reflection
From images we took from our readings of the week, we selected the Burning Bush to explore in the manner of a TR:

• Feelings? Senses? (in the world of the picture) Seeing earth and heaven uniting from plant to fire in sky… cleansing fire… warmth? Freakout! Barefoot – prickly little plants with thorns… Not like a campfire, but more like the fiery furnace (overwhelming)
• Thoughts? (in the moment of the picture) I want to run away. Take my sandals off. This is bigger than me or Game of Thrones! No one is going to believe me.
• What is the nature of Creation in the world of this image?: the unity / joining of earth and heaven
• What is Sin in this moment? Deny that it was real…”I didn’t see that” Moses fails to understand … Fears it as chaos and runs away. The pain in his feet is confirmation that it’s real –
• What then would be Redemption? recognizes the sacredness... empowerment to face the difficulties ahead

This exploration brought out two elements I'd not thought of before: the pain in the feet, and the unifying of earth and heaven in the way we pictured the flames.

Pete shared a chapter of his spiritual autobiography.

For Next Week
Jessica will lead worship and bring a gathering question. Kathy and Marilyn will each share a portion of their spiritual autobiographies. We all do the readings for week 6. The "Respond" assignment on pp. 51 of the RRG is provocative. We'll set aside some time to reflect on "core values and commitments" that we've heard "uncovered" in our own spiritual autobiographies, and on the kind of dialogue that the RRG describes.