Wednesday, March 29, 2023

Yr. B, Wk. 29: Journaling on "Healing Our Broken Humanity" chs 5-9

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During Holy Week and Easter Week, we are "meeting" asynchronously; that is, we're reading and reflecting on our own and emailing brief responses to Scott for posting below. Good journaling suggestions on page 18.

Journal thoughts about ch. 6
Scott: The end of the chapter should be at the front end. We think of police, courts, and punishment when we hear justice, but in Scripture, it's as Cornel West says, "Justice is what love looks like in public" (103)

Journal thoughts about ch. 7
Scott: EfM Y3 and Y4 curriculum make a start at action items listed on p. 134, re: getting to know other expressions of church in history and the world, and other faith traditions.

For Next Week (the 18th): Read the short essay for week 30 in the RRG. We'll meet again on Zoom. Scott will email the link. Kathy will lead worship. Instead of a TR, we'll be developing an "elevator pitch" for EfM.

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Yr. B, Wk. 28: Journaling on "Healing Our Broken Humanity" intro and chs 1-4

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During Holy Week and Easter Week, we are "meeting" asynchronously; that is, we're reading and reflecting on our own and emailing brief responses to Scott for posting below. We'll meet again on Zoom April 18th. Good journaling suggestions on page 18.

Journaled thoughts about the introductory materials.
Scott: Ouch! "Show me a Christian who sits comfortably in segregated ecclesial life, in a homogeneity of Christian practice, and I will show you someone...bent toward maintaining the status quo" (p.5). That would be me.

Journal thoughts about ch. 1
  • Scott, looking at questions on p. 18: What is God saying to your church? "What if these were not things to be feared but opportunities to truly be the church?" (e.g., materialism, sexuality, nationalism... p.32). Could our congregations stand a stronger dose of these in our Christian formation, in sermons, in prayers, in guests to our services? From Practices p. 39 - SJ members have served with other groups and visited with other congregations on a regular basis. I was marginally involved.
  • Kathy: Chapter one made me angry because I felt the writers expected the "transformed" Christian church could change the world. Getting our house in order is always a great start, but the chapter did not address ecumenical efforts to care for our suffering brothers and sisters.
  • Marilyn's thoughts on the book are printed with poetry on pages you can view here.

Journal thoughts about ch. 2
  • Scott, responding to questions on p. 18: What speaks to your church, your neighborhood? I'm struck by the simplicity and truth in the description of how my neighborhood and town "structure our fear geographically," protecting our spaces by laws, HOA covenants, and pressures from developers, planners, real estate agencies (p. 44). What I lament is that this way of life is the definition of success. What alternative have I had?
  • Kathy:Chapter two blew me away. Lament is something the Christian church lacks skills in doing to say the least. It is time to rent a few tunics. I had never contemplated what true, modern lament sounded like.

Journal thoughts about ch. 4
Scott:Theologian Stanley Hauerwas (who spoke at St. James once) writes "there are many ways to be political" (83), not just voting for a party. But what besides publishing articles and teaching at gatherings where only your kind go? My own visceral ingrained prejudices changed only when I worked with people of other races, creeds, and sexual identities. My kind have to see, hear, work with, and laugh with those who are different. How can I help that to happen?

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Yr. B, Wk. 27: Moravian Piety and the Light in Spring

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Worship and Gathering
Though Pete was suffering from oral surgery, he led us in a worship service. Naturally, he asked about others' most unpleasant experience of the day and heard acid reflux, the service man both overdue and dilatory, going to work, and an incident we dubbed Robopoop. No more to be said. We took some time to review the norms for this class, to be sure we're keeping to our best practices.
Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World, Unit 4, Integrating Belief, Behavior, and Doctrine in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

[PHOTO: Moravian Worship Space, Moravian Museum, Bethlehem, PA.]

Discussion of the Readings

Year 3 participants were all taken with the Moravians in a chapter about "Protestant Awakenings." Their music, their valuing the Heart with the Book, their craftwork, and their emphasis on lay ministry appealed to us. Susan offered a current story about Moravians and slavery, from NPR.

Jessica attested to the validity of the observation that the Psalms break into four categories. Then she found two more in Collins. When we all asked ourselves why a book that doesn't mention God is included in the Bible, we had a range of answers: Ancient Rabbi called it the Holy of Holies, an allegory. The passion of it strikes a chord with lots of saints in the mystical traditions. Our word for a shady commodity, erotica, is different from the root word eros that crops up in theology books (year 4 and elsewhere) celebration of human desire (including desire for, say, the future, or home) and love.

Theological Reflection
After the break, we took a minute to write out answers to the RRG's question, How are you seeing differently because of your study in theology? Then we read a poem by Emily Dickinson that begins "A light Exists in Spring...." Kathy's comment helped us to see that the poet feels her own "encroachment" on the "Sacrament" of the light. We chose to focus on the line "it passes and we stay" where "it" is a light, a feeling, a time. (Kathy offers this link to a Christmas anthem that related to the feeling.)

We had already found personal connections to the image, expressing thoughts and feelings. We explored the "world" of the image further with perspective questions:

  • Creation: What is the world like, whole? spiritual high bigger than ourselves and they pass away, leaving us to discern how we’re going to apply that to our lives… Even if God is silent now, I believe … Our mortal life and living into our eternal life… (Fear and uncertainty can pass and we stay, too)…
  • Sin: How can this world become broken? Time is passing, but we can stay entrenched in our own thoughts … faith may pass leaving doubt … failure to pay attention … imposing your own judgement on what you see rather than letting it be… The parent who wants the child to stay as they are, not grow…
  • Redemption: How might wholeness be restored? The Covenant with God stays even after the sins pass away… doubts may pass, leaving faith…

When we looked back over the entire discussion, including the source, we had these insights:

  • In Black and White photography with film, Darkness is where the light passes through. Think of the “inversion” that happens to us when we’re exposed to the life of Christ…. What used to bring joy to us can feel less important.
  • Tornado passes, but the communities are still there, struggling… picking up the pieces, and there may be grace in those situations too -- the inversion that Nuno was talking about.
  • Compare “inversion” to religious “conversion”
  • “It passes; we stay” but this is cyclical.
  • Love – passes through us, goes beyond us, and we stay, but don’t stay the same…
(Typing this, I'm interested to notice that all the insights built more on each other than on the content of our source or reflection.)

We had one collect from Kathy, Jessica, and Marilyn, and another from Pete and Nuno, in that order:

Dear Giver of Light, Your love shines to bring us out of darkness. We pray that your perpetual light envelopes us in your likeness so that we can share divine love with you and one another. Amen

Dear Eternal Heavenly Father You promised that you will be with us until the end of the age. Help us not to hold to the things that are passing away Through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen

For Next Week

When we meet again on April 18,
  • Kathy will lead us in worship and a gathering question.
  • We will have read and journaled about the entire book Healing our Broken Humanity by Kim and Hill. We will also have read the four pages in the RRG for week 30. Email me your thoughts on Kim and Hill chapter by chapter, and I'll post them to this blog. Wk. 28 will be about the intro and first four chapters; Wk. 29 will be about the rest.
  • Our TR on the 18th will be the development of an "elevator pitch" for EfM that we can distribute on video.

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Wednesday, March 22, 2023

Yr. B, Wk. 26: Faith Travels to Distant Lands

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Worship and Gathering

We held up our friends who could not be with us, and Jessica's family, mourning the loss of her parents' friend. On the heels of St. Joseph's Feast Day (March 19), Scott brought Joseph-related images, hymn lyrics, collect, and Gospel reading. As Joseph trained Jesus to use the tools of the carpenter's trade, Scott asked what handtools the participants wield with skill? A paint brush... measuring tape... wood carving chisels... and a kitchen knife. Jessica confessed that she can get her husband to do the work just by whipping out a power tool. On her own, she can start fires.
Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World, Unit 4, Integrating Belief, Behavior, and Doctrine in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: Pete, Kathy.

Discussion of the Readings

Before the discussion proper, we took time to write out our response to a question from the RRG about any gap (or closeness) between beliefs presented in our readings and our personal beliefs. Answers were given during discussion.

A great deal of interest centered on early expressions of positions that are still in dispute today. Jessica understood reasons for the cruel bans on intermarriage in the time of Ezra and Nehemiah, but was uncomfortable because it's so much like the approach of the Taliban and others we deplore. Marilyn cited letters from 1512 and 1542 that asserted (1) indigenous people are no less worthy human beings than Europeans, and (2) other faiths can reflect God. Susan saw the same tension among early Jewish Christian leaders regarding Gentiles -- Paul's special contribution to the growth of our faith. Nuno offered some personal experience with the kind of syncretism that the early Christian missionaries tried to suppress; Susan observed that holding on to the old gods was a political act as well as a religious one.

After Nuno remarked that even open-minded Missionaries "infantilized" natives by refusing them full participation in worship, Jessica and Scott opened up another angle from Jessica's reading in Yee last week (when Jessica was absent) -- treating of women the same way, as children or outsiders.

Theological Reflection

Jessica presented slides she had made for two poems on Prayer, one by James Montgomery from the early 19th century and one by George Herbert from 200 years earlier. We chose to explore a singular image from Herbert, that prayer is (in some way) "a land of spices." Susan made the helpful observation that England in Herbert's day was deeply engaged in sailing the seas to tropical locations where spices were valued more highly than gold.

We explored the properties of spices, and imagined the lands where they grew. We remembered the exploitation of inhabitants and wars between European states over territory that was never rightfully Europe's. We had fun thinking of redemption in this context: tomatoes, cookbooks, making great dishes from leftovers. We shared some personal experiences of spice markets and cooking, dwelling particularly on Aleppo Pepper and homemade Ranch Dressing. Connections to our tradition included Jesus telling us to be salty salt and to let our faith grow like the mustard seed.

Looking back over the spice image and connecting it to prayer, participants volunteered insights that quickly shifted into applications:

  • Nuno asked, "How do you respond to the best taste you ever had? Do you want others to try it? Do you try to keep it to yourself? Do you try to package it for sale?"
  • Some people respond, Jessica said, to "here, try this." Not everyone.
  • Prayer needs "spice," too: different locations, different language (i.e. Lord's Prayer in French), images apart from words, a "seasoning" on the tongue that isn't language (perhaps a mantra, a musical sound?)

For Next Week

Pete will lead worship; Susan brings a source for the TR.

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Tuesday, March 14, 2023

Yr. B, Wk. 25: Where the Wave Meets the Sand

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An NPR story of a sickle-cell sufferer helped by the gene-editing technology called CRISPR was the source for our TR. We heard her speak tearfully to a gathering of scientists with thanks to them and to God. Hear the story.

Thinking of faith meeting science, we imagined waves at the shore: not the water, not the sand, but the excitement and change at the uneven place where they meet. That seemed to be one theme of the evening even in the hour before we chose the image.

Worship and Gathering

Marilyn led us from a book of prayers written by her ancestor Rev. Rufus Wheelwright Clark, Jr., Rector of St. Paul’s Church in Detroit, copyright 1890. We appreciated the elevated diction in the devotions. Here's a portion:
As our lips are loosed, our hearts are warmed. We feel thy presence near. Although thy throne is in Heaven, thy footstool is here and bending here ask mercy, peace, and by Spirit’s power. May angels keep us on thy way, and never let us fall from thee. Our times are in thy hand. A little span is meted to us, what better can we do than pray and praise? Shouldest thou, O Lord, in thy goodness spare us yet another day, give us grace, we humbly beseech thee, to serve thee better than in times past.

In contrast to those solemn sentences, Marilyn asked for our favorite Crayola color from those big boxes of 64 that looked like bleachers at a baseball game. Sea green... yellow-orange and orange-yellow... cerulean... not flesh. Sharp differences over periwinkle were revealed.

The energy released, when solemnity met silliness, was an example of the excitement where the wave meets the sand.

Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World, Unit 4, Integrating Belief, Behavior, and Doctrine in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: Jessica.

Scrambled Catechism
Before we got into the readings, we separated into breakout rooms for an exercise with doctrines from our catechism not numbered but presented as an acrostic: S.C.R.A.M.B.L.E.D. Individuals chose the doctrine(s) from the list that meant most to them; groups reached consensus on an order for the doctrines they chose. Both groups started with "C" and "R":
  • Grace is God's favor towards us, unearned and undeserved; by grace God forgives our sins, enlightens our minds, stirs our hearts, and strengthens our wills.
  • Prayer is responding to God, by thought and by deeds, with or without words.
Pete and Marilyn chose, The Christian hope is to live with confidence in newness and fullness of life, and to await the coming of Christ in glory, and the completion of God's purpose for the world. Nuno and Kathy chose, The Church is holy, because the Holy Spirit dwells in it, consecrates its members, and guides them to do God's work. This small-scale mirroring of the process caused us all to think what the doctrines mean to us.

Discussion of the Readings

Here, too, much of our discussion concerned the energy and interchange, among factions of the Reformation. Anticipating the wave image, Kathy noted the "ebb and flow" as Catholics reformed in response to Protestant attack, and then reacted to the reforms. Those of us with Roman Catholic backgrounds had strong reactions to the origin story of the Jesuits in contrast to what our friends experienced in encounters with Jesuits. Pete remembered Jesuits as "scholarly and serious and MEAN – but during the counter-reformation, they were more enthusiastic ... to get people into God’s tent." Dressed in ordinary clothes, the Jesuits seem to be on the line where the "wave" of the ordained clergy meets the "sand" of the laity -- implying not a huge contrast, but a continuum between the two sides.

Nuno shared some insights. Peter wondered about the reference to Protestant preachers having beards. Nuno understood that to be their dig at the supposed effeminacy of the Catholic church's priests, who were celibate. Nuno was taken aback by some imagery from John of the Cross and Teresa of Avila: “God calls her and places her in the garden to consummate Marriage with God." He guessed that seems scandalous to us, because we don’t think in terms of union and wanting. Scott saw some of that same language in Sedgwick, where the theologican uses "hospitality" to describe sexual relations -- evidently not meaning Ramada Inn -- a mutuality apart from the "idolatry" of family (sexual purity and fecundity ensuring property and patriarchy) or the other idolatry of self-fulfillment by marriage.

Kathy was challenged by the Catholic Church’s thinking – cleaning up their act post Reformation – but then they trot out the Inquisition – "They were smart enough to understand what they were doing!" Marilyn enjoyed (and was creeped out by) the image of the “Papal Machine” and a series of men (and kids!) who were made popes and bishops for all the wrong reasons.

Theological Reflection

Instead of a collect of words only, we're contemplating a collect of images (with words welcome, too). Here's a link to our page of notes: TR Wk 25 notes

Here's my offering:

Artist George Seurat's full image (rt) glows from the energy where contrasting colors meet (lft). 
from Marilyn


Nuno comments: This is a remote beach on the North Island of New Zealand. I mean remote! It’s on the other side of the world, a four hour drive outside of Auckland, you go to Stingray Bay in Hahei, you hike an hour down, the last part of which is a long segment of steep, narrow, rickety stairs down a cliff side, trudge across a couple hundred yards of sand into Cathedral Cove, and this is the first glimpse of this beach looking out into the Pacific on the other end.

It was a magical, mysterious, hidden, perfect place. I got to go in ‘03 and ‘05. I have it in sketchbooks and watercolor.

It was to my great startle and delight when years later Hollywood got ahold of it. It’s the place where the children return to Narnia in the second C.S. Lewis book. It’s worth watching. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eUlVUvffXwk I think they probably got new stairs out of the deal. There never were any ruins.

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Wednesday, March 8, 2023

Yr. B, Wk. 24: A Third Way out of a Dilemma

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Worship and Gathering

Nuno led us in a Lenten worship that included a call-and-response section. He asked what discipline we're taking up for Lent. We answered Longer walks with Lew the dog... keeping a prayer journal... replacing martinis with tea... following the daily devotional... workouts 5 days a week... walking.
Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World, Unit 4, Integrating Belief, Behavior, and Doctrine in a Multicultural World:
1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

Discussion of the Readings

Y1 read a lot of books for this week. Still, Joel stood out. Following the order of the books that Collins suggested revealed to Jessica something surprising: there was an early separation of church and state, most evident in Haggai, where Priest and King cooperated.

Y2 found that Paul in Philippians is much more upbeat than usual. His insistence that Christ pre-existed the birth of Jesus, written in his letter decades before the Gospels were written, shaped our doctrines.

Y3 reported how Martin Luther provoked public outrage eating sausage during Lent. Erasmus asked Luther to calm down; it didn’t work. Ironically, Luther’s success speaking out against the authority freed followers to form splinter groups in opposition to him.

Y4 reported on the appealing vision of a close-knit Anglican parish joined by piety. The back-and-forth in England between the Catholic church and Protestantism led Elizabeth Tudor to lead the Church of England down a “middle way,” emphasizing practical piety over doctrinal purity. This approach to solving a dilemma came up again in the TR.

More than usual, we recommended outside sources. There’s a graphic novel version of the Old Testament at a site called The Bible Project. Scott recommended The Brick Bible (see samples on this blog) and Dorothy L. Sayers’ novel about murder in a small parish, The Nine Tailors. Jessica, Susan, Scott, and Nuno recommended Barbara Brown Taylor’s books about our faith and spirituality. Jessica has found Holy Envy to be especially relevant to the multicultural theme of this year in EfM.

Marilyn's California sky

Theological Reflection

Following the RRG's theme of "integrating belief and action," Scott asked Kathy to bring a dilemma. After much discussion, we reduced Kathy's story and our counter-stories to the lowest common denominator, Loyalty v. Duty.

We followed the RRG's suggestion to ask about who has power, who gives up power? When we looked for examples in Scripture and Culture, we found bad endings both ways, duty-over-loyalty, loyalty-over-duty. David distributes bread of the presence, Judas betrays Jesus to authorities; soldiers suffer PTSD after they sacrifice platoon-mates to a larger duty; we thought of law/ethics subjugated to loyalty for criminal gangs and corporate interests.

Like the writers of Star Trek, we looked for a third way. Jesus seems to do that when he's posed dilemmas: Render unto Caesar what is Caesar's... Let he who has no sin cast the first stone. [I'm reminded of Paul's solution to the dilemma of eating meat sacrificed to false gods: It's okay to do it; don't do it.]

Other insights were No wonder students are so confused by Kant (Mr. Duty)... Dilemma of friend v. institution is not the real issue: It’s how to be faithful to God... When Satan tests Jesus, Jesus responds, “It is written” all three times. In this kind of dilemma, come back to what is written, come back to God.

In two breakout rooms, teams composed the two halves of this collect:

Collect for a Dilemma
Dear Holy and All Knowing God, to whom our devotion is given, and in whom our commitment is invested: We pray that we may take only your yoke upon us so that even when faced with heavy decisions, our spirit may rest knowing we are held up by you. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.

For Next Week

Next week, Marilyn will lead worship and Scott will bring the TR.

Heads up: We won't meet during weeks 28 and 29, which straddle Holy Week and Easter week. During that time, we will be reading on our own the interlude book by Kim and Hill.

Saturday, March 4, 2023

Yr. B, Wk. 23: Bones, Lightning, and a Roller-coaster

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Worship and Gathering

Jessica led worship from New Zealand's prayer book. Her gathering question was, "What's something you've learned in EfM that has sent you down a rabbit hole?" The stories of Lilith (Satan's wife? Adam's first wife?) and why have we never heard of her?!?...Things keep coming to mind about the TRs... the ordinary business in books of Ezra and Nehemiah that lies at the very root of our faith and worship. Susan said, "I have enough rabbit holes in my life."
Living Faithfully in a Multicultural World, Unit 4, Integrating Belief, Behavior, and Doctrine in a Multicultural World: 1st yr: Jessica; 2nd yr: Susan; 3rd yr, Pete, Nuno, Marilyn, Kathy ; 4th yr, Scott. Mentors: Susan and Scott. Absent: None.

Discussion of the Readings

Much of our discussion concerned dual roles of religious institutions. St. Paul writes about the Church's earthly and heavenly services. When the RC church mandated personal confessions every week, a codification of sins and penance was developed to be a labor-saving device for priests that Protestants later called a gospel of works, not faith. The sudden deaths of so many during the Black Plague necessitated the Church's doctrine of Purgatory from which was born the association of churches with hospitals, where patients prayed for those who had died unconfessed. Marilyn was delighted to read how "religion could escape the world of ritual into the life of the mind" as a way to reach out to God through Devotio Moderna. We've had an idea of a universal true church v. the visible church.

Parallels between that plague time and ours were striking. Pete noted the excuses people make to persecute other people, and conspiracy theories; Nuno said we're still not past finger-pointing.

Jessica was disturbed by the dry bones vision in Ezekiel, but then saw the hope in it. Jessica told us of a patient who questioned bone marrow donation, citing this vision. Susan remembered visiting that very valley of dry bones in Israel, where this story has become an image for the re-birth (and defense) of Israel. In other disturbing osteo-centric news, Kathy cited how the Church exhumed Wyclif's bones to burn them, probably to keep them from being relics.

Pete highlighted the revered but also wily Renaissance man Erasmus: A devout intellectual, famous writer, traveler throughout Europe, he "worked his way into cushy circumstances."

Theological Reflection

After the break, Nuno brought us a photograph of lightning and the Jesus statue in Rio de Janeiro (a striking image) as prelude to his compelling personal story about a long drive, a beautiful sunset, a distant storm, and a lightning strike. We focused on the moment when something wonderful became something terrifying and recalled instances of such moments in our lives. The image we found for it was a roller-coaster at the peak moment just before the first descent.

When we explored the image, the world of the roller coaster had a lot to recommend it: seatbelts and safety built in, keeping on track, anticipation, and community for all the strangers in the railcar. Fear seemed to be the main drawback. Nuno made us laugh with a moment of redemption: the terrified child at the end of the trip gasped, "Let's do it again!" An insight we had was that being scared in that way reminds us what "safe" feels like, and safety feels better because of it.

In our tradition, we thought of Adam and Eve at the pinnacle of creation before they took the fatal bite; Jesus at the pinnacle of the temple being offered a safe landing if he were to jump; the toppling of the magnificent tower of Babel.

We thought of Apollo 13, Oz, Jurassic Park, E.T.. We also recognized that much of what we call recreation involves that same kind of juxtaposition of awesome height and terrifying risk -- climbing, Zip lines, repelling.

We shared some of our positions on the world of the roller coaster: Overcome your fears... it's okay to be uncomfortable... trust in your equipment, your training, the other participants... defying gravity: be light, don't let peoples' doubts bring you down. These brought out more thoughts from Scripture, including "Trust in the Lord with all your heart," and Nuno's new translation of the Annunciation which, all agreed, Scott should work into the new collect:

Collect at a Turning Point
Almighty and eternal God, you surrendered power and immortality to commune with us, choosing to be born of a young mother: when we in our comfort hesitate to take the track you lay out for us, send your angel with the message he gave to Mary, Fear not, and strap in for the ride of your life. Through the Holy Spirit we pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.

For Next Week

Nuno leads worship and brings us a gathering question. Kathy will bring us a time that she faced a dilemma, a choice between two equally desirable courses of action.